Blasted, blardy servers...
Helen Keller:
Have you ever been at sea in a dense fog, when it seemed as if a tangible white darkness shut you in and the great ship, tense and anxious, groped her way toward the shore with plummet and sounding-line, and you waited with beating heart for something to happen? I was like that ship before my education began, only I was without compass or sounding line, and no way of knowing how near the harbor was. "Light! Give me light!" was the wordless cry of my soul, and the light of love shone on me in that very hour.
Happy 14th day of Lunar New Year!
Good morning anyway… heh…
I’m in physical pain.
Haha… to say that would be an understatement to a certain extent… haha…
Went to school to study instead of attending the Micro consultation on Monday.
Plopped myself in the library and opened my POA notes… how much did I retain? Will let you know when I do a past year examination paper ok?
I sparred and trained pattern during training.
Much I have to learn, unlearn and relearn.
Finished at 9 odd den went for dinner at KAP with Alan, Sean, Jason, Daph, Arthur, Yi Quan and Kelvin.
Reached home pretty late… ba… and I had to get up early the following morning because of the morning’s final O.T. lecture…
Almost knocked out during the lectures on Tuesday. But thank God I didn’t in the end… was close to, but din… heh… I was looking forward to going for cell group, but I had to attend the last minute meeting at PLKCC regarding the Chingay performance at Kovan Hub this coming Sunday… I did manage to reach Ps Alan’s house for cell group in the end, albeit being rather late. Better late than never eh? :)
Wednesday, headed to the market with TKM, did grocery shopping a midst the daze of tiredness which I was drifting in… I was serious out of it… in fact, I was close to being cranky… gosh… I was so tired that I knocked out from 2 hours straight before heading to Clementi for training… I am sure that I would have slept more if not for training, thank God I woke up in time man…
I sparred with quite a few people, hence my injuries… Desmond’s elbow very powerful… and another club member gave me two kicks which I will not soon forget, partly coz I’m pretty worried about their aftereffects…
Went down to Kovan with Mr. Chow and spent all 7/8 of my time handling demonstration stuff… bleah… went home late after a bit of sparring with Gen, Chong Yun and Chi Foong… must train to be faster… damn it… I will be worthy!
Thursday, went for macro class… den rushed home to rush to work… normal lah… haha… today, spent my entire afternoon in front of the computer doing eREV registration… blardy servers are not powerful enough… sian diao lor… waste only my time, but other people’s time as well… I had wanted to take a nap after all that staring at the computer but I didn’t get to, coz I was stuck trying to get the registration done… persistence pays off I guess, I managed to get it done at 6pm odd, after being online since before 2pm… donno whether to curse or cry at the wasted time… argh~
Finished with the registration and rushed off for Whampoh class… the kids really tested my patience… and so did another issue… basket… make me irritated niah… once more I wonder what kind of person I am growing to be… do I want that?
Give it to God ba… and take it one day at the time… now that, I am sure I can do… heh…
There are just some things you don’t tell your parents… I don tell them about my injuries because I don want them to worry about me too much…
I promise to see the doc if this keeps up, ok?
But then… if I want to see the doc, then I will have to tell them about the injury right?
Alamak… dilemma… jiat lut… How how?
Ok, time to go… sleep calls my name… shall not keep my dreams waiting…
Kan pei,
^-^
Have you ever been at sea in a dense fog, when it seemed as if a tangible white darkness shut you in and the great ship, tense and anxious, groped her way toward the shore with plummet and sounding-line, and you waited with beating heart for something to happen? I was like that ship before my education began, only I was without compass or sounding line, and no way of knowing how near the harbor was. "Light! Give me light!" was the wordless cry of my soul, and the light of love shone on me in that very hour.
Happy 14th day of Lunar New Year!
Good morning anyway… heh…
I’m in physical pain.
Haha… to say that would be an understatement to a certain extent… haha…
Went to school to study instead of attending the Micro consultation on Monday.
Plopped myself in the library and opened my POA notes… how much did I retain? Will let you know when I do a past year examination paper ok?
I sparred and trained pattern during training.
Much I have to learn, unlearn and relearn.
Finished at 9 odd den went for dinner at KAP with Alan, Sean, Jason, Daph, Arthur, Yi Quan and Kelvin.
Reached home pretty late… ba… and I had to get up early the following morning because of the morning’s final O.T. lecture…
Almost knocked out during the lectures on Tuesday. But thank God I didn’t in the end… was close to, but din… heh… I was looking forward to going for cell group, but I had to attend the last minute meeting at PLKCC regarding the Chingay performance at Kovan Hub this coming Sunday… I did manage to reach Ps Alan’s house for cell group in the end, albeit being rather late. Better late than never eh? :)
Wednesday, headed to the market with TKM, did grocery shopping a midst the daze of tiredness which I was drifting in… I was serious out of it… in fact, I was close to being cranky… gosh… I was so tired that I knocked out from 2 hours straight before heading to Clementi for training… I am sure that I would have slept more if not for training, thank God I woke up in time man…
I sparred with quite a few people, hence my injuries… Desmond’s elbow very powerful… and another club member gave me two kicks which I will not soon forget, partly coz I’m pretty worried about their aftereffects…
Went down to Kovan with Mr. Chow and spent all 7/8 of my time handling demonstration stuff… bleah… went home late after a bit of sparring with Gen, Chong Yun and Chi Foong… must train to be faster… damn it… I will be worthy!
Thursday, went for macro class… den rushed home to rush to work… normal lah… haha… today, spent my entire afternoon in front of the computer doing eREV registration… blardy servers are not powerful enough… sian diao lor… waste only my time, but other people’s time as well… I had wanted to take a nap after all that staring at the computer but I didn’t get to, coz I was stuck trying to get the registration done… persistence pays off I guess, I managed to get it done at 6pm odd, after being online since before 2pm… donno whether to curse or cry at the wasted time… argh~
Finished with the registration and rushed off for Whampoh class… the kids really tested my patience… and so did another issue… basket… make me irritated niah… once more I wonder what kind of person I am growing to be… do I want that?
Give it to God ba… and take it one day at the time… now that, I am sure I can do… heh…
There are just some things you don’t tell your parents… I don tell them about my injuries because I don want them to worry about me too much…
I promise to see the doc if this keeps up, ok?
But then… if I want to see the doc, then I will have to tell them about the injury right?
Alamak… dilemma… jiat lut… How how?
Ok, time to go… sleep calls my name… shall not keep my dreams waiting…
Kan pei,
^-^
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